It's four something in the morning....and here I sit wide awake.. For whatever reason, I couldn't sleep very well last night, although I am exhausted from a grueling day yesterday. It just seems at times that I am on a treadmill and that just never stops.
And, on top of everything else, last night I had a case of sadness.
Yeah, I know.
It's really kind of silly.
But, I suppose overall I'm doing much, much better. These bouts of sadness happen less and less. But when an occasional one happens, it's just not fun.
I don't know what triggered it other than the fact that I miss having someone here in the house with me. I do have the dog....and I do have tons and tons of friends now. But what I really am beginning to need is to have someone special in my life that I can look forward to spending quality time with.
I won't go into all THAT again. We've been down this road before -- many times.
But last night, that was my unfulfilled need.
And I didn't sleep.
I was restless.
Every sound made me stir.
So here I am.
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