This has been a very full weekend. Jessica has been in and out doing her thing...and I have been busy doing mine. I've gotten several things done around my house...I've checked in with my mother and father. I spent all day today in church.
It has been nonestop.
But it has been just the way that I like it...busy and productive.
I went to my old church this morning and got to see a number of my "old" friends. Gee it was so good to see all of them. They were warm and friendly.
Then I went to the church that I am now a member of. It's always good to see my friends there. Jessica got to meet a number of them. She really did enjoy the service and I am so glad.
We also have had time to talk about serious personal issues. Some that have bothered her for a while...and some that have bothered me for a while.
Gosh I miss not having her around.
I also met some new guys this weekend, some of which were so incredibly good looking. I was my jovial and friendly self. So, I'm not sure if there were any attractions at all. Aw...I'm not too worried about all that. One day I may find someone.....but it ain't happening at this time in my life....for whatever reason and I will continue moving forward.
I can'ty really spend so much time obsessing about it. All I'm doing is obsessing less and observing more -- watching potential boyfriends from afar and watching how they handle various situations.
Some have been a total turnoff and others are the exact opposite.
So, perhaps I'll never get what I want in a mate.
I'm learning to be okay with the fact that I may never find him.
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