Well, folks, I have arrived.
Sort of.
I had a conversation with someone very special to me a few days ago. We were reminiscing about the dramas we have eached faced....and we have both survived. I remember so clearly how miserable I was -- not too long ago, all because of my sexuality vs. my spirituality.
It was tormenting...and I remember laying awake at night -- many nights -- begging for healing. Wishing for happiness. Seeking answers to my delimma.
And for all that misery and agony. The gloom and the doom. I think I've finally reached a new place of self-actualization. At the age of 52, I can honestly say with no reservations of any kind, that I am happy.
I am happy to be me.
I am VERY comfortable in my skin.
I am surrounded by many folks who care about me.
Oh, yes, there are times that I long for a special man in my life....
Someone's hand to hold......
Someone to snuggle up with.
But I don't have that.
And the real kicker is.....
all this is okay.
Wow...this is certainly a new place for old Frank.
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